I know it has been a long time since I've last posted, but I just didn't have anything to write. I think i'm just posting because i've been really out of it lately. I've been having really odd dreams, that feel like i'm in a tv show or movie. And i'm dreaming about people that i haven't even seen or talked to in the longest time, but when i wake up, it felt so real that it makes me sad. I don't even know how to interpret my dream, but i think deep down i'm sorta feeling lonely and uncertain of the future. I know God's truths are still there, and in His time things will happen (and i know happiness is not supposed to be from worldly things), but i think the wait is just really hard to handle right now emotionally. I'm constantly surrounded by people that i love, and been keeping busy, but when I'm at home and just alone, the feelings all just come rushing back and it's just been hard to deal with. I've definitely been praying a lot more, and but i know satan still has the grip on me, and i'm trying to shake it. But it's tough, and i know that i can only do this with prayer adn strength from God. So i will keep fighting, and trying my best, and hopefully, this feeling will just disappear and I'll be able to find true happiness in God and His truth.
"For I know the plans I have for you ..." - Prov 19:11
This is probably why i haven't posted (sorrie rich), but i guess this is where i am right now. At an odd, stressful and emotional transition stage.
posted by jojo12283 @ 12:11 a.m.
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