Thursday, July 10, 2003

I'm SO TIRED!!!!! I sleep an average of like 5-6 hours a night and really that's not enough. I always find myself really really tired when i get up, and extra tired for work. And then at work, i have a really low attention span cause i'm so tired...but i can't even rest a little cause i sit in an office (the only one in the whole building) that is SO FREAKING BRIGHT!!! Apparently, the guy before me in this office kept complaining that it was too dark in here, and it's extra bright in here. So even if i'm tired, my body will totally stay awake cause of the amount of light in here! SHEESH!! And this office is located right in between everything, and has the BIGGEST window in the world. So everyone walks by, and looks in cause it's so bright in this room. It's so distracting having people look in everytime they walk by! One of the guys here, he's really funnie and sees my window as a plasma tv. And then he'll walk by my office realyl slowly, and make funnie faces as if i were watching tv! =) heheh! So nice!! But i think some people are unhappy that i'm sitting in this office. I think they're a little jealous cause everytime they walk by they look. and it's the same people!!! Sometimes i feel really bad being here, cause pretty much everyone here is higher up then me, but then there's me with my own office and everything. It's like i'm a pawn in this game, where they want to piss off some people, but now piss of others!! Last time, they took the leather chair of a guy they didn't like (or isn't even supposed to have a leather chair, and switched it with mine in the middle of the night and put my cushion on it. The guy was visibly upset, but couldn't say anything cause he lost his chair to the boss' daughter. And for this office, i got this office cause they didn't want the new guy to get his own office bc they didn't want to anger the other higher positioned people who share an office. And so the new guy took my old office, and i'm sitting in this office by myself, just so that people won't complain! SHEESH!! i reap the benefits, but still it makes me feel so bad. I really don't deserve a lot of the treatment that i get here. And some people don't like me because i get things cause i'm my dad's daughter. *sigh* Enough about work!

I just found out from one of my house mates that we can't find another girl for our house. The last potential bailed on us, and now we're struggling to find people to live in that last room. It's bad news guys. Cause that means an extra $1200 for the whole year from us!!! That's a LOT!! So please pray for that cause i'm starting to get stressed out a little! =( And so are my housemates. It's going to be a big load if we can't find another girl!! BAH!!!

I'm just randomly adding in stuff as i experience the day. I just walked into a half wall (divider if you like), and it took some skin off my arm!! =( Bad times guys!! I'm really out of it right now, Good thing i haven't made a mistake yet....that would be really really bad!!

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